well, came back from EVO retreat yesterday, was too tired to blog that time, so i'm blogging it now. =) well, thank god for Zhi yan, she came the barbeque and i managed to know more about her. during this retreat, i finally realised how much i put in to accept that i'm in tertiary and how much i love the people there. what i can say is, i really put in my heart and soul to do this. what about others, i'm not sure then. =